My final goodbye

I had to say my final gut wrenching, heart breaking, soul shattering goodbye yesterday.   I thought I was done with goodbyes.  Fuck it.  But no. One more goodbye.  I have had to say goodbye to Archie and Rissie’s 6pm bed time and it makes me sad and fearful and anxious and so very weepy, as…

Countdown is on!

We travelled to Brisbane yesterday for what was meant to be the kids last doctor’s appointment.  As per usual with me and anything medical nothing went according to plan.   Turns out the kids’ levels are all over the place, Archie’s are so high that there should be real cause for concern though he is exhibiting…